Anger Versus Ego

Threat and Restraint: I promise you my anger could obliterate your ego. Be thankful that we have never wanted to truly repay you in kind. The anger rightfully had for experiencing your arrogance, on believing that I couldn’t walk through you if it was my true intention or desire. Please believe, if it wasn’t for the immoral laws created to maintain the crimes against humanity that only benefitted one group of evil acting people; your souls might still be intact. All that so-called selective toughness goes out the window without the cowardly Second Amendment of the U.S. “Constitution,” aka the revered lie. You need a 2nd Amendment when one knows evil has taken place and none of the cowards wanted to deal with the repercussions from it; nor would a chunk of the current population act so arrogant without their weapons of agreement. Then again, it wasn’t an assault rifle that ended Reverend Martin Luther King; but the hospital surgical team ensured he wouldn’t leave the room.

Examining Past Behaviors and its Impact: Would you have been so abusive if you weren’t the most violent and armed person in the room? Would you have kept reminding your floor mats(indigenous peoples) how easily you can hurt them the most? Would you be prepared for your kids to experience exactly what you made your recipients feel? Did you take advantage of someone drunk, drugged, or incapacitated? Did you work for a company that exploited someone’s trust because they didn’t read the small print; or flat out hide harmful situations (the car salesman) aka politician, judge, teacher, attorney, banker, real estate agent…? Did you repeatedly feed fear to fragile or trusting people to get elected? Have you performed a J Edgar Hoover, and sought out to destroy those within the LGBTQ and Black community; simply because you didn’t want anyone to know you yourself was in fact a gay person, and also envied the strengths of the Black community? Did you take a payoff as an elected official, rewarding your household with wealth; just to sacrifice countless of the trusting Americans to deal with the consequences of your bought and sold actions? How many government officials, aka politicians, made millions from the pain and suffering of the recent global Covid-19 success?

Moral Superiority and Restrained Retribution: I am a better human because if I chose to be a smaller man, I would childishly act out this butt whopping you’ve so desperately needed since adjusting from diapers. What if they can count, or what if they can see? The answer to your riddle is I can care less about your families name or your titles; nonetheless, I am an angel of retribution. Only if I was small enough to act out on immature emotions. An entire group of what you labeled subhumans land and humanity was stolen from them, then forced to work said land as their personal history was deleted from the world. At the same time certain politicians understood they couldn’t move forward without more assistance from said dehumanized peoples. So even after Abraham Lincoln signed paperwork to pay reparations, I apologize, “compensated emancipation” to slave owners for loosing their humanproperty, temporarily. Funny thing is, none of those terribly treated people acted like the monsters that stole their humanity. They walked away without a thing and still built a more prosperous and unified community on their own; then again that too was also taken as HisStory continues, because hey those evil laws of the revered Constitution was never meant to represent the used subhumans correct?

Contemplation of Karma and Personal Actions: Could you handle receiving exactly what you’ve put out into this world? Examples: Hawaiian, Dominican Republic, Cuba, Venezuela, Middle-east, Africa How would you measure up if next Friday the universe was going to make you experience exactly how and what you’ve supported or done to the people in your path? Are you excited for what’s to come, or are you researching the fastest way to get a ride off the planet? I hear SpaceX is selling tickets. What if the universe gave you two options for keeping the wealth your privileged life has afforded. The first, you and your entire family would need to live as the dehumanized Native Black family for only 1/10th of the time they were forced to, and you’ll regain what was stolen or distributed to you in only 50 years. For example, your family’s history will be deleted, nor can anyone teach your children how to read or write. However, your family members, female or male, would not be allowed to experience sexual assaults from boredom. Second, if you require a court appearance, a jury of your peers (12 Black) will judge your guilt. Are you telling your family to pray to the very same Jesus you gave the indentured? Because you know you’ll receive all your riches in the afterlife with those very same priests that perfected public torture and prison. But hey, you and your family earned every cent morally, right; so there’s nothing to worry about?

Perceptions of Weakness versus True Strength: Do you actually believe it was my weakness that allowed me to move to the side while you rudely walked directly into my path? Do you believe it was weakness when you didn’t get snatched out of your socks while you pushed and spoke down to me as if I didn’t deserve the air you breathed? Do you believe it was a weakness that I didn’t fight you for giving me a ticket for driving with a permanent tan? Do you believe it was weakness when I didn’t cuss you out for treating me as if I was robbing the bank? Regardless of my stolen deposits, it helped your bottom line? And please don’t ignorantly say that was over 500 years ago; because I guess you have amnesia concerning the created housing crash of 2008, that clearly disproportionately affected Black communities and stripping them of more earned wealth. Corrupt banking officials received billions of free dollars from the shady government; and the home owners received bad credit to help them not have the nerve to purchase again. Do you really believe it was weakness when I didn’t fall into the trap and lay hands on you while clearly being disrespected in ways no unprotected person would attempt? Do you really believe you would be where you are at this moment if you experienced everything you’ve dished out, in and out of darkness?

I would be rather thankful that these hands and arms have chosen love, protection, and compassion over destruction and retribution.

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